fun
Saturday, May 12, 2007;8:29 PM
exam is officially ended yesterday!
therefore when out with alicia, niying, vvian, mayvelle & rachel.
had alot of fun and laughter.
took neoprints & photos.
i love the neoprints.
althought got some fuuny pose & all.
but at least i didn't look as retarded as last time that why i love it!LOL!
xD
today went to alicia's house.
as planned to go cycling at changi beach.
went i reached alicia's house, niying & vvian is there already.
watched some movie & had lunch then head to changi beach.
ps: i almost fall asleep at alicia's house!
when reached there, realised that there is no place that rent bicycle.
so when to beach for a walk.
then head to down town east.
& sort of went home with niying after that.
x)
a surprise is waiting for me.
& i am waiting for that surprise.
hahaha!
awaiting surprise. xD
Labels: i love it
awaiting for the next sunrise
Thursday, May 10, 2007;9:38 PM
I LEFT ONE PAPER!!!
ohmygosh!
it finally end.i am stress-free!
tomorrow is chinese listening, that why i am so happy!as i can't study listening!
but today biology paper is,OHMY!
i stay up last night, only slept for 15mins & the rest of the time studying!
& guess what, the paper came up with question that i didn't really study much on!
made me feel so pissed off!
but thanks daphne for telling me to memorise my notes better.
therefore i can remember!even until now the notes is still in my brain!LOL!
anyway, went some where with someone today after exam.
hang around to wait for the shop to open as we are early.
& she so nice!she brought chocolate for me!haha.
on the way home saw yeyeng, & she was so high over this boy that she think he is cute.
but too bad that boy is younger than me!LOL
then the retarded me did something so stupid!
i went to tap my ez-link card on the thingy that is out of service!
as i didn't notice cause i was messaging!ohman!
had my beauty sleep for around 4 hours.
then skipped all my meals. so i didn't eat anything.& i don't really feel hungry!
& this is all of my nice day!
i can't wait for tomorrow!
going out with alica, niying,mayvelle, vvian and rachel lim.
i hope we can eat carl junior cause i really want to eat!
& i think we going to have alot of fun tomorrow as i heard that rachel lim very funny!LOL!
awaiting for the sun to rise!xD
my money!
us money!
jap. money!
class peeps:
wifey!
rachel!
wifey&hubby<3
kiss you!
our SYF:
syf day!
GUITAR peeps:
reflection
guitarist!
angelyn is not ready!
<3
smile!<3
beverly<3
we love to do this!LOL.
we had alot of FUN!<3
it end with a beauitful photo!<3
above is some photos i suppose to post long time ago.
love!
Labels: happy kid
Tuesday, May 08, 2007;2:35 PM
9 papers down; 3 more to go & 3 days left.
account was manageable.
i study for the theory part but then when i saw the question my mind was blank!
feeling like killing myself man! argh!
i guess, i won't be able to get what target i set for all the papers.
HAIS.
my head was very pain during account.
thanks goodness when it very pain i was going to finsh the paper already.
if not i will die man!
during the paper saw someone.
& then i have no mood to continue my paper.
but then i force myself to concentrate & don't think of anything.
therefore i managed to finish the whole paper with one blank.
when i see you...
i just can't bring myself to be nice to you.
i just can't smile infront of you.
i just can't don't feel angry.
i getting more & more mean to you.
but guess what.
you are even more mean than me.
until i can't believe all this is going on.
i don't understand you as before.
or perharp i don't even understand you from the very beginning.
OHCRAP!
Labels: unhappy kid
feeling down
Monday, May 07, 2007;4:45 PM
8 papers down; 4 papers to go & 4 days left.
i cried.cause of math & physic.
from the first paper until now, i think i will fail all.
as in i have no confidence i will get what i want.
i seriously still feel like crying now!hais!
ALICIA THANK YOU LOT!you are always there for me when i am sad.
you always cheer me up with your "retardness"LOL
you simply rock!
you always there when i am up or down!
you the BEST MAN!
although i am not like you, always there for you
but i really apprecitate it lot!
THANKS YOU ALICIA!i don't know how to explain how i feel now.
but i just too sad to get angry.
i can't even concentrate to study for my paper tomorrow!
why do you suddenly mess up my life..
i don't know what should i do now.
wth!
Labels: unhappy kid
math
Sunday, May 06, 2007;10:33 PM
i am worry for my math.
i feel so tried now yet i don't dare & can't sleep.
how irritating it can be.
will i fail? i really hope i will know the answer now.
oh God! please be with me. i don't want to fail for my math.
& i can't afford to fail too! x(
feeling super down now.
due to the exam stress.
i need to "strong" until friday.
then i can go play until i drop.
got to go study again when the time now is 10.37pm & i suppose to be sleeping not studying!x/
ohgosh!for goodness sick.
God please bless me for this week.
i just need a peaceful & enjoyable week!
MISERABLE!
Labels: exam:stress
i wish
Saturday, May 05, 2007;4:13 PM
sometime;
i wish i am still a little kid
i wish i can live with not trouble
i wish i will never understand what is sadness
i wish i can be irresponsible at times
i wish i will never grow up
i wish i will never want to understand this world
i wish there is no such thing call books
i wish i can do what ever things i want
i wish i can be a music teacher
i wish i am a music talent person
i wish i am allow to chase for my dream
i wish this world only fill with nice people
i wish i am not myself
i wish i never born in this world...
suppose to be mugging now. but i cant concentrate.
& therefore i going to suffer later.
gonna really force myself to concentrate after blogging.hais.
i don't feel right.
something make me not to a cheerful kid.
what wrong?i wonder...
Labels: my desire
congratulation!
Friday, May 04, 2007;11:45 AM
firstly, SYF is over for all the pfa group. whatever we had achieved for the school.i am really very happy about it.& first time i feel so proud for all the pfa group and guitar girls that we had put in our best and done the school proud!GOOD JOBS & CONGRAT!
next, is to my sister and brother. my sister finally found a job she want/can do, less than a day, & she is working now.which is good for me in another way as she can treat me a lot of things now!xD
& for my brother he had got into both the courses he wanted to go in both NTU & NUS.just that he need to choose which school he want to go. so CONGRAT to them.
okies.now is all the crap and story time.
english and chinese paper 1 was okies. THANK YOU SARAH CHAN for telling me the letter writing formal if not i will be crying now. then paper 2 was okies for english, chinese was OHMY! it was really very difficult!only like less than half of the paper was manageable!hais.Social studies, hope will score well for SEQ but i had already lost 7-10 marks or so. as the first question of SBQ i already don't know how to do!HAIS!& today geography, lost 5 marks already. as i wrote wrong & crappy answer i just hope ms wendy won't kill me.i am speechless now. i just hope the rest of the papers i will score well. but than is difficult. i have no confidence for math and biology at all! i am really worry now & it make me feel like crying now!x(
anyway, can't wait for exam to end. as cca will resume again. therefore, maybe i will be more free than both & i going to SACPS to help up again. i miss the little kids there!they are simply too cute!
saw ruien and piere pang yesterday at airport & they waved to us. & piere pang is super funny and friendly he went around to take ruien and the other staff of mediacorp hands to wave at us. make us can't stop laughing.& he is very build too, as he change in the public but he didn't half naked himself.ps: the us was refering to jaslin, natalie, melissaLIM, michelle, may, valerie & loretta. HAHAHA!
BIG NOTICE:
SACGE performing at a concert with TPJC @ TPJC on 26th May(saturday)the ticket is $8.& is worth it to come for the concert so please come & support SAC guitar girls and other schools too!THANKS!xD
got to take a nap now as i didn't sleep for the past 2 night.my eyes going to close now!night people!xD
6 papers down, 6 more paper to go & 7 days left!x/Labels: selfHURT
