the past 2 days was a disaster. i am so emotional. as i am really stress, due to the amount of projects that needed to hand in at one go and amount of homeworks and also partly cause of SYF(?)hais. i feel like breaking down.
i feeling emo now.it like very late now but i cant sleep. is like something make me don't feel save at all. so i cant sleep peacefully.this time round i am really stress up, all my pimples is coming up.but still thanks to natalie, michelle and natassia for cheering me up yesterday and lighten my job by completing SS project without me doing anything. i feel really bad now. but still a billion thanks to them.
yesterday i only didn't bring a workbook for the first time and teacher scolded me for not bring her books alot of time.yet i need to keep quiet to admit that i really didn't bring her book alot of time.i can admit that is my fault for not bring her book.but please get the fact right first.i hate being accuse!
my heart feel unsafe. it make me feel even more tired. i have been torture by stress from times to times. i choose to keep it all to myself. i just want to cry in my own space at my own freedom.leaving me alone make me feel even more sad yet i want it as i can really let everythings out.keeping it in my heart make me feel out of breath. i will just die.
i don't know what happened to me.i feel so disappointed, sad and stress this few days. now i am worry. i don't know what will happened in school later on. things haven't been going right this few days. i don't know how to solve all the problems. i just feel like scream at all the problems and want them to leave me. i am at the stage of turning crazy. monday night i was so stress and i didn't even want to go to school yesterday.i just need to drag myself to school.
"... lost in the darkness of my own circumstance, criticizing echoes leaving me awake in the night... the barrier and blockades that keep me safe and in control while I pretend that I am okay... "Labels: thank.dear
