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sick

Wednesday, March 28, 2007;7:56 PM

it has been long seen i last posted!
due to com. was down and i am really busy now.

i am really stress up with all the project, homework and all.
but still i am happy half of the time cause of my goody friends.
yesterday,went to buy pencil box with michelle, my wifey jaslin, natalie, rachel and may.
brought the same pencil as michelle!WHOOHOO!COOL!

last friday was GENUS concert.
first time had qinghua sit beside me.
was quite fun and enjoyable night i had.
took quite a number photo, gonna post it soon.
the best part was i given a COOLEST name for DAPHNE ANG.
it is: ANG DAO! and i gave her this name cause she every time very DAO.
then her surname is ANG. so ANG DAO!
and ANG DAO = RED BEAN! LOL

didn't go for cca today.
having a very bad flu and feeling damn weak.
so i went home with niying.
but still i don't feel any better.
missed the best part of the day which is ANG DAO WEAR CLOG SHOE AND STOCKING!!!
even though i miss it but i know it is very funny.LOL!

everyone is sick.
so take care and drink lots of water.
i just realise an apple a day keep a doctor away: it is fake!
i eat apple every days and i still fall sick!
stupid stupid stupid!

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overload!

Sunday, March 18, 2007;7:41 PM

i just hope tomorrow won't come!
this week is really SIAO.CRAZY!
mon.wed.fri got cca.
and friday the whole day i wont be free,and thursday got tutorial, tuesday have board meeting(i guess)
so how am i going to do my project by this week!?!
the teachers know that SYF is coming!
and they still give us TONS AND TONS OF HOMEWORKS, TESTS AND PROJECTS.
cant they lighten our workload for just this few months!
worst still, i had a irresponsible class rep that doesn't tell us there is a project.
until my nice friend called and tell me the project due TOMORROW!
full of crap lah!
don't think that is my responsible to ask my rep when my teacher only tell her not the whole class.
so how on the earth would i know until someone tell me.

let me complain for once.cause i am really pissed!
i am fucking irritated now!*sorry for that word.

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craplah!

Saturday, March 17, 2007;9:31 PM

i don't know what to update about.
angelyn want me to post but i have nothing to post about.

around 4-5 more weeks to SYF.
really gonna work super hard for it.
although every one really give in their best.
but i still feel that, it still lack of something.
maybe is the commitment of the leaders and the attitude of the members.
i won't say i am very committed as a leader or my attitude was always right as a member.
as there also time i will be quite slack.
but still everyone need to work on it.
in order to bring the ensemble to another higher level.
until now i really very happy as a ensemble we had made the school proud, after don't know how long?!
so after this 2-3 days of break/rest.
everyone need to work 100 times harder.
GIVE IN YOUR BEST SHOOT!

isawrongfeeling.
fromtheverybeginingialreadyknowbutijustliedtomyself.
nowthemoreiliedtomyselfthemoreiwilltear.
seeingothercanreallyhaveagoodtimewithyou, itriedbutifailed.
eventhoughtyouaresonearmebutitseemlikeyouaresofarawayfromme.
dontyoufindthiswholethingsisacrap.itjustmakemelaughandcry.

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SAC Guitar Ensemble

Friday, March 16, 2007;6:32 PM

i'm here to blog again.
sorry for waiting, i just plain lazy!

anyway let me start my story:

monday:
normal school day during the holiday-.-"
everyone just cant focus cause we want our HOLIDAYS!!!
stay back to help up with the sec 1.
first time in my life, i heard mr choo shouted!
me and angelyn was damn scared but still he was back to normal in the end.
when back after that.angelyn's dad fetched.thanksss(:
friends again with niying the irritating loser and alicia fool.
i simply feel more happy with them around.
they just my goody friends.
whoohoo~~~

tuesday:
school AGAIN!argh!!!
everyone was restless!
see this is a bad idea of having lesson during holidays!!!
school or maybe AC please accept my feedbacks!!! *my first feedback to school!LOL
helped up with angelyn,tiffany and beatrice;beat-the-rice *given by the sec 1. for the sec 1 cca again.
everythings was okies and fine.i'm the last to left.
was waiting for niying, alicia and mayvelle.
they simple just took their USA time!
anyway,went home with alicia and mayvelle.
alicia's mum fetched.thanksss. (:

wednesday:
first day of combine camp.
meet up with daphne then caryn and cheryl went school together.
after taking my guitar went to find niying and alicia passed them sweet and magazine.
left school and head to TPJC around 8.
play play play guitar, lunch then went back to school with account ppl.
before that went to meet natalie and jaslin at coffee shop with amelia.
the whole account workshop suck!
is SUPER DUPER BORING!!!
waste of time only.
anyway,chatted abit with my facilitator, peiwen.exchanged number too!(:
head back home with niying and mayvelle, it was fun and laughter on the way.
HOME SWEET HOME!

thursday
day 2 of combine camp.
when tpjc with daphne, caryn and cheryl.
set up everything in audi. and all the schools arrived slowly.
mr raj conducted gavotte for us.
it was okies. different feel of it.
although is the pieces that i knew it quite well but it seem like quite new to me.
so it was quite a good feel.but i still prefer mr choo conducting
next was combine practice for all ACJC,SAC and TPJC.
well over all was okies.
follow up was sectional for "en la playa" i love this song!
althought cant play really well but it still okies.
the song is really nice.
after so long, here come the COMPETITION!
at first, i wanted to treat it as a practice with mr choo.
but when it our turn to go on stage.
i started trembling! ohmy!
due to the long talk from mr choo and mr raj my trembling stop.
after waiting for so long, result was out!
*beat drum* SAC GUITAR ENSEMBLE WON! whoohoo~~~
we were so happy and started cheering.
with all the hard work and encouragement.
i guess we deserve this trophy!
well done SAC!!!

friday/today:
went to tpjc with same people.
practice abit and head back to school.
after that went to long john with angelyn and sherrill.
while we enjoying our food suddenly a kids shouted reverse psychology.
angelyn,sherrill and me started to laugh!
and we were thinking of the same person,which is mr choo. as he always use that words.LOL.
after that accompany angelyn go cut hair.
and head back home with cab.
the driver is damn scary!
he talk to himself, stare at people, anyhow honk at car or what. is DAMN SCARY!
and when i gave him the money, he have no change and neither do it.
guess what, he drove all the way to eastpoint there to change money and make me walked home!
is so retarded!and he was gave me that look is me who cause all this trouble.
wth!you are the driver, you suppose to have change with you!
he even gave me that look he want to kill me okies!
i was like damn scared and pissed! *what a weird feeling!

overall, i have somethings to say.
althought sac guitar ensemble won.
but i still hope you all will have the right attitude.
this trophy is an encouragement.
use this to push yourself even more harder and futher.
do something to make yourself proud and the school too.
and i also dont wish the same thing to happened again.
cause this is really not what we are.
and getting lecture and all is not what you gals want.
so please think for others too.
is all their effort, appreciate it.

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syf preview

Sunday, March 11, 2007;7:39 PM

ohman!
tomorrow got school!WTH!
does the school understand what is HOLIDAY!
their english is really WORST THAN MINE!
my one week of holiday, i need to say BYE BYE to it!=(

ohmygosh!
i LOVE SYF CAMP!it ROCKS!
love band's pieces. it left an impression in my heart.
after that was SAC GUITAR ENSEMBLE.
we did a GOOD JOB! first time i played without making so many mistakes!
and i wasn't nervous at all, i guess cause i know i am not the only one on the stage.
is the same as everyone is on the same boat, we support each other to overcome all the wave and disaster to reach our destination!
dances was BEAUTIFUL!
every move was really nice. the dancers really did a FAB. JOB!
overall,i love the whole camp/preview.everyone had gave all they have.
everyone had done their best for that night! =)
ps:heard that syf camp food suck!the foods was SPOIL!!!(is the school really that poor?)

i just realise i had a very tight schedule for term 2.
every week, i had something involve with guitar.
i totally have no confident for my mid-year.

there's only angry-ness

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love-free!

Thursday, March 08, 2007;9:41 PM

I'm so HAPPY!
after one week of sadness!
smile (=

got back progress report!
is count by tests.
and total got 16 tests, i failed 6 tests, 5 A1s, the rest Bs or Cs.
i know the result really bad, i hope when mid-year come i will have improvemenst!
anyway, english oral was really good.
although i didnt use chim english but i think is the best english oral i ever did in my whole life!
and my english oral teacher is really nice!
yesterday,chinese oral was quite difficult.
just hope i won't score badly.

i don't love anyone now!
i am love-free!
i am so happy!

i just love three-fourians`o7
you gals gave me a wonderful night!
i love 3/4`07, you people ROCKS!!! =))

it know it take times to let everythings back to normal.
but i just hope we will always be friend and remind as good friend forever.
to 3 person.

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in mess!

Monday, March 05, 2007;8:38 PM

tried conducting today!
ohmygosh. is DAMN BAD.
is like i didnt conduct properly.cause i am unsure.
hope i will do a better one next time.
wish me luck!

i feeling damn confuse now!
everythings is troubling me.
school,study and more!
i dont know what to do!
i feel like i going to burst out anytime!

at one moment, when i crossing the road, SUDDENLY a car knock me down.and my heart die...

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in mess!

;8:38 PM

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i wanna cry!

Sunday, March 04, 2007;7:52 PM

tomorrow alot of things will happen.
so i want to start the week right.
and hope i won't overslept again.
then i wont late for prefect.
so i want everything to be smooth and nice!
so JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

ALL TO BEST TO MY SENIORS WHO TAKING 'O' LEVEL CHINESE TOMORROW!=)

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stop

Saturday, March 03, 2007;10:07 PM

when to national library with my sister today, to study.
okies, evidence of me being GUAI!
then went home and came online until now.
okies, don't think i am naughty.
i just need to enjoy my saturday seen i cant go out and play.LOL!

chatting with angelyn now.
and she is nagging at me now!
keep on calling me blog and somemore must blog LONGER!
and when she writing got sound one and is DAMN LOUD.LOL
she gonna kill me when she see this! :p

new committee will be out by monday.
i will be reminding the same if i not wrong?!
and monday won't be a good day!
getting back my progress cards!
i will really just die!

just had a quarrel with my parent.
if i can i really want to leave this house.
in the very first place it don't even welcome me!
my good mood just being spoiled by them
why must they always spoil my day!

maybe i should stop my feeling.

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trap in fate

Thursday, March 01, 2007;9:53 PM

half day, and i didn't go out.
went home,planned to study but end up coming online and sleeping.
even though i had my nap i still feel tired now!
and i just realise i haven't do my chinese compo.ARGH!
i feel like sleeping then doing other stuff.

is too obvious to be hide;
is too real to be fake;
is too sad to be happy;
is too hurt to smile;
is too hard to end;
is too difficult for me.

i am trap in no where.

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