suddenly, i have no faith in myself. after yesterday night, when the prefect council was talking to me. i felt that i dont believe or trust myself anymore. cause i dont know even know whether i can be a good leader anot. if i cant, what the point of having me this leader when i cant lead but i have to lead other people. how? i dont know why am i thinking this way?! suddenly i feel like giving up everythings. hais.
went to help up at sacps today. every things was okies. one of the pri one, very cute! the eyes big big one, damn cute lah! omg!anyway, after that went to TM with mr choo,amantha,sherrill, angelyn and sindy. angelyn and sindy didnt join us for lunch. had a fab. lunch and went home after that. but before leaving TM, me,sherrill and sindy went to mj cause i was finding for fahrenheit's cd and i found hana kimi's cd too. i think the hana kimi cd that i saw is the show not the songs one. so i going to buy! need to save up now!
anyway, sec 3 camp corri had cancel the trip to malaysia and it will be in school. so kuku. which mean i have to go. so idiot. cause of the damn flooding and make everyone need to go for the camp. idiot lah! almost the whole sec 3 was unhappy that the camp is in school but happy that they are not going pahang. stupid!
SYF is getting nearer and nearer. and i like over work! cause every day, i need to do prefect,cca and homework stuff. so i like stress up. i dont even have time to revise my works. so kuku. hais. hope i can over come all this asap in a proper way.
sec 3 life is not easy. got alot of works. i really scared that i will fail any of my subject, thanks goodness that standard haven't start yet.hais. everythings just happen in one go and i dont know start from which one. goodness!
stress is something that you must love it instead of hating it.
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