today is not a good day! feeling very moody now. it feel like i missing something or someone but i don't know what. maybe actually i know just that i don't feel like facing it. heartache. feel like crying. what stupid cum disappointing day.
everything today was bad. had lot of lot of homework. and i know i should be starting it now but my soul is not at my homework now, it at some where else. hais. anyway, knew something very shock. why on the world doesn't God want me to know about it. cause i cant do anything even if i know. but it make me feel worse. everything just seen impossible.
for cca. i don't know what to say. hais. anyway, it wasn't as good as the last practice. mr choo was disappointing. and i feel like dying. totally no mood, no feel. so today playing was bad(for myself).
i cant find any more reason for me to go for cca. super pissed about something. is the biasness that shown and still want to find excuse. what the! if cant be a fair person then as least don't be so bias. it obvious, people not blind or don't have heart.have a limit.i just can't stand it! ARGH! is so irritating!Labels: i just want a little more wishes
