i sort of cant really take it anymore. i guess is too stress and too many things need to do. every time some thing will happened and i will break down. and now is not the right time for me to break down, cause i dont have time. 24hours doesn't seen enough for me. i sort of tired and restless. every days i just do things for the sake of doing it. i not even enjoying myself. the feeling is bad.
my day,week,year suck! whatever things is all my fault, there always be biasness. so this is how should it called fair, i guess. in the very first point they already think that you are in wrong, so what the point of explaining so much when they already had set that mindset. is just wasting the time, i guess. just accept every things whether is good or bad, then if cant take it, just cry out and every things will be back to the same. so won't it be easier?!
every things is so idiot. every time like that. every time i will get blame. what so ever. i guess i had already get use to it. thanks goodness that i didnt burst out today, i mange to control my tears. i just dont freaking get it. i trying my best of every thing, but in the end i will get more and more scolding or lecture. i really dont get it. whatever i do seen wrong. the whole damn thing is so freaking not fair and bias. the world is unfair?! what the. maybe is true that the world is unfair if not there wont be so many riots or strikes. stupid. whatever or so. the whole damn thing is all the biasness. so what the point of talking so much. is super bias! so shut up everyone. what you all said just lie! get lost from my life.i need a shoulder to lean on.
Labels: the unfairness world. stupid bias.
