so embarrassed. when having ensemble my first string busted! thank goodness it didn't burst during any performance, hope it wont burst during SYF if not i will start crying. i don't know why it will busted, i didn't even play on that string and it just busted. so stupid. BOO!
was crazy today, did a lot of crazy stuff. i don't know why i just love sport now. i sort of thinking ways to learn basketball. but i just don't know how. and i want to tan myself. i want to become more tan. anyway, today really mad man. i just went crazy cause of someone in front of my instructor. so ma lu. next time will find the right time to do the right thing man.
don't feel good, as in emotionally. i don't know why. i just miss the camp so much. i just miss every single things and every single souls!and i felt that some thing is missing in my life that why this two days i feel so restless. do i really need that thing now! ohmygosh! how?!
i know is wrong, but all my heart is with you now.
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