i'm just bored so decided to blog. was youtubing just now but the logging of the video was too long until i sian so i give up. don't know what should i do now?! actually i got quite a number of things need to be done but i don't know where to start so until now i still haven't done any single thing!
List of things i need to do:
- write a review about the guitar competition(no dateline, but ASAP)
- pack my room(before 2007 come)
- make a video of SACGE(ask angelyn for dateline)
- do my holiday homework's(before 2007)
- practice guitar and master as many pieces as possible(by 27 Dec)
- help librarians with the SACGE mini library (ASAP, i guess)
- a reflection of 2006(before 2007)
- make my ez-link(before school start)
i think this is what i need to do for the time being. hmm... how should i start? i have no idea?! maybe i shall start with the review but my mind is blank now. hais. so irritating.
i feel like going out to have some fresh air. i feel so trouble now. i don't know why too. this feeling was with me seen the night before the guitar competition. i feel like going for some walk and let my mind take a rest for awhile. maybe just one day, go out and have some fun and don't think about anythings. hais. btw, anyone want to date me for christmas celebration. i feel like attending a party this year. anyway, i will be super free during the christmas week. i hate it can!maybe i shall put myself in coma for that whole week. (what a crazy thought, madness)
seen you had reject, i have nothings to say. i don't know whether the reason is true anot. but there is no need for you to be so jue qing. you making me suffering like hell. i know you wont bother about it but at least can you don't hurt me. let me get use with the times without you and let me prepare myself for studying under the same environment with you for don't know how long. cause it will be really impossible for me to stop think about it when i will be seeing you most of the time for the next 3 years. is really impossible. i hate you.(maybe is a waste for me to cry for you)Labels: im to hurt to get hurt