yesterday was the last practice.i cant imagine what will happen for my last practice, i think i will cry or something. i just miss cca so much. i just want to be with cca every moment, but in life there always time of separation.

cca yesterday was really sweet.we did SWAY. and the feeling was really good, beside moving as a ensemble, you can feel the music too. had a long lunch yesterday, thanks to kind-hearted mr choo for giving us such a long lunch break. so we head to long john for lunch but before that we played "you still the one" and i suppose to sing. i did sing but only ants can hear. cause i feel so weird to sing in front of people. lunch was crappy. i was making a fool out of myself. (somehow the same feeling as amantha) actually i don't like too. but i just did it without me knowing. so stupid! anyway i also don't know how to explain.

had dinner at sakae with mr choo, amantha, zee, angelyn, cherie and sherrill. then went to SCH with mr choo, amantha and zee. on the way, talked about some guitar stuff. then i felt a little cold at mr choo car, when i step in SCH i felt really cold again. thanks to angelyn and mr choo to lend me their jacket.when every one was here, then we head to the concert hall. the concert was nice. got this guy who played the electric guitar scared me. all i can said is he played like a lion.hmm...for the concert the movement that the ensemble made was very exaggerated, as what amantha said in her blog it seen like they did it for the sake of the performances. to me they didn't really move as in they can feel the music and understand it. but overall the concert was really nice, an open eyes for me! =D

cca break started, I'm so bored. but i brought guitar home to practice. so as least wont really rot at home.hopefully, by the practice on 27th i still can play properly as before or have improvement.guitar is my madness now.

this cca break was really a time for me to think back about my cca. thoughts fill all my heart, lot of feelings bursting in my heart. last time when i first join guitar i didn't expect myself to become a leader, to know TPJC people, to contribute somethings to cca, to be so committed to cca, to be so talkative, to be so playful and noisy. as i heard from my guitar teacher that last time i was quiet but now i very noisy. that was true. it just a stage of growing, i guess. being a part of this cca, let me thought, learn, understand and grow a lot. being a part of a student of my guitar teacher was a stage that i need to accept any negative points, any lecturing, any goods or bads. being a part of a leader of my cca, was really difficult for me until now. i can said i'm not even 60% a good leader yet. i didn't expect it to so tough until i can truly feel that being a leader was a huge responsible that you need to have. beside having all the leadership qualities, i also need to set a good example for my members to see, follow instruction, no talking back or playing a fool. i know i had made all this mistake a lot of times, i really trying my best to change all this. trying to know when is the right time to play, the right time to be serious. just that some times i will forget and here come my lecture. i think my guitar teacher lecture me more then my school teachers. but i guess, i show more of myself during cca time then school hours time. overall, cca brought me through one stage to another stage, one point to another point, one learning lesson to another learning lesson.

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