just pissed off by some thing. i already quite irritated by my stupid ez-link card problem and so on and here come this problem to irritate me. for the past i had been taking every things in, even if it was good or bad, even if it was my wrong or others, even if it made me cried or laughed but it doesn't mean that i can forever take in things that doesn't concern me. it had came to my limit. is ENOUGH! one more thing and i going to burst out!
what a emo day i had, mood swing here and there.
meeting was a long one. but i don't know why after the meeting, i am more confuse. maybe it was like what amantha said, as after the meeting there are more things need to be done. but i will try my best to figure out every things. anyway, i had made myself a fool in front of everyone again. maybe i had got used to it until that i had no feeling or reaction when someone was laughing about the stupid words i said, instead i laughed with them. cause if i don't laugh with them i seen odd among them and they will just said they just helping me by correcting me, then i had nothing to said.(if any of you don't understand then forget it, cause i don't know how to explain, all i can said it is not a nice feeling, the best it to shut up.) hais. i really hate it but i will just make myself a fool in front of everyone again, in the future, i should just listen to mr choo and keep quiet from now on.
my mood is really bad today. i just feel like crying and screaming every things out. i don't know what happened, today doesn't seen to be a good day to me.
was thinking about this, if we sway/move with the music i think we should we do it from the bottom of our heart and not for the sake of it. cause if all the movement was done just cause of the sake of it, every things look fake. so whatever things we need to do, we must do it from the bottom of your heart, if not it wont be perfect. anyway, as what i had said, it was my thoughts/feelings, so i dont need any comments or feed backs but i just feel like blogging it seen it my blog so i have the right to blog anythings.
i guess i had been tahaning for the last months and this month about some things. i really feel like telling that someone to find out what happening before doing anythings. before i really cry or scream, which i don't want to do. what the H*** is all this! maybe that person still think that he/she is right but i just feel like saying what i feel like. cause if i am wrong that person is in wrong too. now, i just feel like scolding all the bad words. before i turn crazy!Labels: mood swing
