is finally over!
Wednesday, November 29, 2006;4:19 PM
im so stress-free now! exam was finally over! so relieve! finally can laugh play blah blah blah!actually still can play or what lar! but now can play blah blah blah without worrying anythings! i cried before i go for the exam. i dont know why too. maybe cause i not feeling well. i dont want to drop tears one but they all said the word cry then my stupid tears drop. useless tears man. hahaha.
reached school around 8 today, one second later than angelyn. -_-" then mr choo was there already. then me and angelyn crapped and chatted with him for awhile then cherie, ms chua and sherrill came liao.so went to prepare the examination room. wait wait wait. pain pain pain. then my turn!!! im so nervous and scared lar. trying to think positively before i go in to play, so then i went in!i made some mistakes but also did okies for some pieces. afterall, is finally over!
brought a nail polish. hahaha. is transparent with shiny thingy and stars. i find it really nice. and it on my finger nails and leg nails liao.hahaha. thanks to sindy for helping me to spot a nice nails polish.today got madness of TSK TSK and echo too. me, angelyn, cherie, sherrill and sindy was playing with all this. hahaha. mr choo was very funny today. which is good! but he love to pick on me! which irritate me alot. but okies lar. the most i keep quiet then he cant irritate me. hahaha. is really good to have a funny and nice teacher. hahaha.outing with the BHBs tomorrow, only like half of the BHBs will turn up lor! so sad lar! before the outing need to go TPJC first then need to rush back to simei to meet people. booooo. i feel like going bowling in one sudden!
//for one problem there is alot of solution just that u want to try it anot?!// i was hoping for the last hope to happen until to the last mins of the start of the exam but in the end it was all disappointment,although every times i will give up but in my heart, it still wish for a little hope but in the end all i get was disappointment.(hope or give up?)Labels: is this good or bad?
scared my ass off!!!
Tuesday, November 28, 2006;7:30 PM
BOO!!!
im the first to reach today! reached at 7 plus! and i reached school then i realise i forget to bring $24 for the niibori guitar concert!then i almost scared until wanted to cry, cause i scared mr choo will scold me. hehehe. thanks god i can hand in the money tomorrow.
when the rest reached, wanted to go take guitar then mr choo called angelyn to take the trolley then angelyn called me and i called sindy. the shuay me get to pull the well fixed trolley and sindy was laughing at it. retarded her. i dont find it funny but the way she laugh will make me laugh so we laugh lor! hahaha. did arual training today. got a feeling i will fail. cause i really not good in it!!!then played my bass. and i had get use to the pain until i dont feel anythings at all and i had blister on my thumb, it look UGLY! Eeeeeyyyeeerrrr!!!!ms chua came to listen and speak to us today, at first i was worried. it quite a scary one after that she talked to us about SYF and mr choo was quite lame at that time. time to think!chen yi came to perform for us. i love the last song he played! and i guess it touched mr choo heart. im scared of guys tears! i almost wanted to cry, cause the camp images appeared in my mind! this two week was my EMO-week, the camp really touched my heart.
exam tomorrow, going to practice later!-_-" i just wake up from my little nap cause i was tired and not feeling well and have cramp the whole day. so i was really exhausted. very worry for tomorrow! i was hoping i will have some wish from them but i think now is impossible. anyway, ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK TO THE GIRLS TAKING EXAM TOMORROW!
wish me luck too! hahaha.
i dont want tomorrow!Labels: guys cant stand girls noise/screaming
MADNESS and HIGHNESS
Monday, November 27, 2006;9:41 PM
im so crazy and high now!the madness and highness continuous for 3 nights. cause of the BHB outing. im so busy cause of it, finally it somehow done. now was cca stuff, need to spend all my energy and times for guitar first. then when cca break come, i hope by then i can find a job. but it seen so difficult. but, no excuse, i shouldn't give up until the last mins.some things wrong with my internet in the afternoon. i cant connect to the internet. and it freak me out! im so piss off until i want to scold people. then my sis told me to call the singtel costumer service. in the end i just need to switch the line wire then can connect and thanks to my sis for helping me but she was angry over that person service cause it was really bad. hahaha. so while the internet was down, i decide to take my afternoon nap as yesterday night, i slept at 1 plus at wake up at 7 plus! i totally cant sleep. i dont know why too?! and it same as tonight, i keep on yawning but i dont feel like sleeping at all, so i need to fault myself to sleep! booooo!oh! angelyn is MAD AND HIGH with me! she going to do somethings tomorrow for me! so funny can! so sad i cant post about it here. but im so high about it too. MADNESS, even cold water also cant cool me down. hahaha.i was thinking about my goals for next year, so i shld post about it!MY 2007 GOALS:1)Be a better Leader!***2)Be a cheerful person and spread to everyone around me! ***3)No Cs grade for my mid & end of year examination ***4)Improvement of playing guitar **5)Can have the chance to attend Leadership course/camp/training **6)Attend at least 5 concerts(band,guitar,dance,drama,musical) **7)Learn how to play drum by the end of the year!8)Learn somethings more about DJ stuff! **okies, this is so far i can think of. maybe i will update at my blog. if i still can think of anymore!
the GOALS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE!
2 MORE DAYS TO GUITAR GRADE 1 EXAMINATION!!!3 MORE DAYS TO BHB OUTING!!!Labels: I LOVESS GUYSSS
outing for the BHBs!
Sunday, November 26, 2006;12:36 PM
im getting high and excited.there will be a outing next week for the BHBs. cant wait for it!!! just wish that tomorrow will be the day man! get to see all the BHBs and play and bond as a BHB too!!! the BHB ROCK ON!!!exam is less then 5 days time!quite worry but i will still give my best. so even i fail, at least i wont regret that i didnt give my best. quite stress for me. now holiday, still got exam. really hope on that day i wont screw up and my finger and mind will listen to me!!! i need u people to pass me all your luck!!! i wanna pass my exam!!!next week quite of pack, cca for two day, one day outing, two day oversea and maybe one day of finding of jobs. but i hope that next week will be my best week of my 2006 life man. i just cant wait for the BHB outing. i turning mad!!! the madness and highness of BHB!!!was talking on the phone with janaine just now. it was madness and highness again. we talk alot! and first time i talk so much with janaine, i felt that the gaps that me and janaine had was gone. we going to continue later. i waiting for her call. JANAINE faster call me!!! hahaha. janaine rock man!!! i getting high again. i need COLD WATER!!! hahaha.
i cant get over with the prefects camp, thanks that i found out two facilitators email. so i still can ask help from them!!! still thinking about the camp. and i totally cant wait for the outing with BHB. it gonna be fun!!! the camp ROCK ON!!!!
3 MORE DAYS TO GUITAR GRADE ONE EXAMIATION!!!Labels: the attitude and thoughts
CAMPS!!!
Saturday, November 25, 2006;6:23 PM
this week was my camps week.
first i got prefects' camp, then guitar camp.
so let me start from prefects' camp.
prefects' camp was more than words that i can express. cause it was really FABULOUS!!! this was the best camp i even had. and it is more than a camp! it taught me a lot of life values, the qualities of a leader should have and playing a very important in a group as a leader or a group member. the camp perhaps taught me more than all this, the camp was really wonderful!first day: get in to a group that i dont familiar with so i just thought that the camp will only be two day so is okies, all i have to is to bear with it. slowly, i got to understand everyone of them. slowly, we bonded together. slowly, we cant bear to end this camp, cant bear to leave everyone. at first one of the facilitator said that our group is more on the relationship than the task, but i dont agree with him at that moment. but when the camp came to the second day, i guess he was right. but at least we DID give our best. so there wasnt any regrets. we played tug-o-war too. it was my first time. it was tiring but i love it. why playing, i love the feeling that with your team-mates pulling the same rope together while the rest of the team-mates cheering from you. even if we loss is still doesnt matters.at night, after light off. me, ethel, clarissa, janaine and gen still didnt sleep instead we chatted alot. but guess what, im the first to fall a sleep. i dont why too. cause normally i can stay up until very late. but it fun to chat at night.second day: it was a challenging day. all the activities become very difficult, but everyone didnt give up. cause we want to win. first few games need to do alot of push up and we did alot, is countless. but i know is 3 digits. so i was aching all around my body when i came back from camp.when it cames to the last games, it was a silent web game and it last of 2hours. and i cried during the game. cause i accidentally made a mistake and we must restart the game. i felt that it was my fault, as if i didnt make that mistake my group would probably win. and see all the disappointment and tiring faces it made me more feel like crying, so i busted out. but i was touched by all my team-mates, cause none of them blame me but consoled me and we had a team hug. it really touched my heart.when debriefing, my group cried. and whole group cried. it was really touching. even our facilitator cried too. so we gave him a group hug. we really love the group lot and the camp lot too.the BUEI HIAO BAI.we persevered till the very end. even there was still some disappointment. but at least we had gave all our best. we had showed what a team is. we from a unfamiliar group become a group that we love each and everyone very much! wanna thanks you gals for giving me such a wonderful 2days:jingyinjanainevalerieethelpeiyijannagenmatheashiong wei mariaveronicaspecially thanks to my facilitator JIMMY:you really taught me alot in this camp. and it was my first time being so open to so many people. and thanks for all the little notes and encouragement i will surely keep in nicely and always remember it in my heart. you're a really GREAT FACILITATOR. thanks alot! :Dgutiar camp!to me it wasnt really a camp. cause it doesnt have overnight and it just seen like normal practise just that it was longer. but overall the camp was fine. just that need to work alot more in my section. Carmen was back again. this time round i play the bass, the score was easy just that need more practice. camp was the time for me practice my pieces and understand each and everyone better.i felt that every leader should know he/her mistakes. and should have the courage to admit and not finding excuse to escape from the punishment or what. cause if a simple rule and a leader cant follow then why would the rest of the people follow, they might probably find the same excuse just to escape from the punishment too. so leader should set a good example, maybe it seem easy to say but difficult to do. so i will give my best.Prefects' Camp Photo:
group photo
the BHB
the REAL BHBLabels: thanks to all the BUEI HIAO BAIsssss
play,laugh,joke
Thursday, November 16, 2006;3:54 PM
went back to school for extra practise just now.
we mange to finish everythings for gavotte with some little mistake. so practise make perfect! but i still will give them a GOOD JOB!
after that, whole group of people cab to TM with 2 cabs and had our lunch at KFC! while eating, olivia started saying her joke and petrina will ask a lot of lame/stupid question. -_-'' made me while eating also laugh and i took damn long to finish my foods, cause most of the times im laughing. after eating went to CS to take neoprints, we took damn long to decorate the neoprints in the end petrina pressed somethings wrongly so only have 4 pictures. but never mind. after that we went to the 2 floor big and nice toilet to take some more pictures, using angelyn's cam. we did a lot of retarded things, so funny plus embarrassing.(i will post the picture when angelyn send me.) but after all was fun, funny and laughed all the way.
had a nice day with olivia, petrina, angelyn, beverly, bridget. =D
tomorrow, performance with SACPS. im quite of worry but not for myself. im worry that we didnt play together *touchwood* or speed up or what. so hope everyone will try their best to look up most of the times!!! pray for tomorrow.
i realise i can really spend my day laughing through out without thinking about my problems. just live so carefree. i think i had really give up of having any hopes on it so i decided to forget everythings. i dont wan to suffer anymore.
PHOTOS!!!
group photos!
practise really HARD!!!
the SENIORS! lol
me and olivia walking
beverly & angelyn
beverly & me
lift reflection
NEOPRINTS!!!
carefree life
Labels: no more hopes
my first time.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006;8:55 PM
went out with hiong today. love the time with her man. in front of her, i can take down my mask and be the really me.i can just let my feeling out easily.
went to PS to drink first, after finish up, my face was red.but it gone off after awhile.then we just walk around PS, trying to find shirt and my TANK. in the end, i brought the Adidas deodorant and she brought teenage magazine. then i went to test the white colour nail polish, is still on my nail now, but it doesn't look nice cause i didn't paint it properly.lol.so we walk walk walk, and we can walk into a shop for 4 times and never buy anythings.hahaha.we just dont know what to get.we also went to macs to grab somethings and while eating i teach her some basic of guitar. she gonna be my student.hahaha.and cause the last time we came to PS was very very long time ago so when this time round we come, we almost don't know how to go..hahaha.
i love today and of course her.
things always doesn't get it done in a simple. i hate my holidays. it make my whole life upside down.
suffering from depression
14 days to GUITAR GRADE 1 EXAMINATION
Labels: no happiness in my life
is stressful.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006;8:22 PM
today is a bad days, im holding my tears.
cca, didnt get to play during ensemble cause i wan practising my exam pieces, i dont feel like writing more about it. i heard that bass wasnt very good, so extra practise for bass is CONFIRM. thursday going back to school.
i dont feel like commenting about cca, cause i missed alot of things today.
suddenly, i feel so stressful, it make me out of breath. all the stuff is going to make me die. my head is very pain now! haiz.
things was out of my ways today. everythings is wrong. i very frustrated. i dont feel like using my brain cells anymore, but if not the problems will not be solve. can someone just kill me or what. life is getting more and more difficult. i thought this holidays suppose to for me to relax but it end up making my life so bloody complicated.
dont have any high expectation from me anymore, i really want to try to meet the expectation.but the more i try, the more i cant reach. even im so disappointed with myself so as well as any of you. maybe im not a good leader anymore. im reconsidering, am i still a good leader, maybe once im, but now maybe im not?!
RECONSIDERING.
in the end i still dont have the courage
Labels: bad mood = ice-cream
the feeling is weird
Monday, November 13, 2006;7:11 PM
got this weird feeling, that i dont know how to describe.
i cut my hair. nothing special. at first i dont really like it, but now i think its okies. and i cant tie it, purposely one. cause im lazy. laziness is bad. hahaha.
some things wrong with my house water. cause the amounts of water come out very little even though we on/turn it until very big. so weird, and cause of this i took very long to bath. so irritating, hope my father or so can fix it ASAP.
finally, monday is going to over. i hate monday. cause is the being of the week. tomorrow got cca, and after that got rehearsal with SACPS again. using my Contra Bass guitar tomorrow. so my hand will be pain. and need to tune too. cause is new strings.
16 days to GUITAR GRADE 1 EXAMINATION
Labels: 40% no, 60% yes
angry and grateful
Sunday, November 12, 2006;10:24 PM
wanna thanks, this person.*but i wont mention her name here
she show me what is true friend and what is friends for. after all, she will still comfort me and give me courage. i really appreciate it. thanks her lots!!! she surprised me alot.
:D
in my life, things always wont happened as what i want. i want it to go east, it will go west. *example so it will freak me out. is like why every times like one, what i want wont happen but it will happened as what i dont want, so disappointing and will always discourage me. but i still dont give up, cause i dont believe. so i wanna keep on trying. but after a long time it still doesnt have much changes i will sian. then i will start thinking negatively. but thanks that i still have some friends out there to encourage me. that why, until now i still working on it.
hope one day, some things will happen as what i want.
once is enough, twice i will die
Labels: 40% no, 60% yes
worry and scare
Saturday, November 11, 2006;12:57 PM
hmm...
OH MY GOSH!!!
18 MORE DAYS TO MY GUITAR EXMINATION!!!
can some fairy just turn me to be like half of mr choo or what.
then i can at least pass my exam.
although angelyn is going to help me.
but surely, the percentage for me to screw up on that day is HIGH until 3000%.
i will surely doing somethings wrong, CONFIRM PLUS GUARANTEE CHOP one.
OH MY GOSH!!!
the moment i think about, i dont even feel like going for the exam.
i think i going to make myself seriously sick on that day, until i cant get off my bed.
SAVE ME!!! HELP ME!!!
MIRACLE HAPPEN, PLEASE!!!
i just recall something.
it was, the night before my first day of primary school life.
i dont know why i didnt sleep at all. maybe i'm to excited or somethings. i spent the whole night rolling here and there on my bed until the sun going the come out then i fall asleep. but too bad, i only can sleep for l hours plus cause i need to prepare for my school. and i was extremely tired. what happened after that i cant really remember. but i only know that day, i was very tired.
i think for the night before the exam, i also cant sleep. cause i will be super duper worry and nervous. totally have no confident with myself at all. haiz!
i thought today was a sunday. cause i hoping that this weekend can faster over, as im not allowed to go out until monday. BOO!!! so tuesday faster come, as im going to school then the next day going to find job with my primary school friend.
weekend, SHOO, SHOO!!!
hahaha. :D
will miracle really happen?
will you really disppoint me?
Labels: MIRACLES
weird
Friday, November 10, 2006;8:07 PM
hmm...
let me start off with cca.
combine rehearsal with SACPS. got some miscommunication so end up using the PFA room instead of the hall.
overall was okies.but when the whole thing going to end. i dont know why, i suddenly feel so tired. feel so dead lar.
before combine rehearsal with SACPS, we have sectional.
my sectional was like so dull. everyone no mood or tired or sleepy blah blah blah. even i also sian when i saw them like that, so i played half way then dont want to play. really lor. saw them like that, really have no mood to play one.
cutting my hair on monday, AGAIN. cause i quite lazy to tie. hope this time round, will be nice too. after one year of tying of hair, fianlly i dont need to tie my hair. but proberly only my cca-mate can see how it look like. as when the time school reopen, my hair will be long again, so need to tie again. hehehe. :D
why must we live under other people eyes? the purpose for us to live wasnt for other people but for ourselves. so we shouldnt really bother about other people words or actions.if we felt that we had tried our best, why must we care about other people? if we listen to them then we dont have any originality.
and to me, we shouldnt compare with anyone. cause the biggest enemy for you to fight with is yourselves not other people. so i dont think there a need for you to go compare yourselves with other people.
the biggest enemy in this world is yourselves not other people.
:D
suddenly, i feel that something is missing in my life
the smile
Thursday, November 09, 2006;6:19 PM
(edit)
and i know something from the show, it is :
11 rose stand for forever will only love you
*which mean forever will only love the person you love.
i think the meaning is beautiful.
and from the show,
i had learnt somethings too.
actually, in this world beside love there are still other things that is important.
family actually is a encouragement.
whenever you are sad or happy, they will always be there and give you energy to fight with the problems or always support you.
and family, is somethings that you cant use words to describe it.
cause the relationship you have with your family is priceless.
so treasure them.
beside, family. there still friends/friendship.
maybe, there are time that, you have some misunderstand with your friends.
but if you speak up, talk to each other nicely, i believe the misunderstanding can be solve.
so even enemy also can be friend.
sometime learn to speak up, might help to solve the problems.
the only problem is, if you dont open your heart, things will be impossible so in another way, if you open your heart, nothings is impossible.
and if ypu break up the word : impossible
it will be : i'm possible
so think about it.
;D
i was quite of slacking at home.
beside going school for cca and prefect stuff and finding job.
the rest of my holiday i really dont feel like going out,
if only got them then...
feeling so lazy.
STUPID LAR!!!!!!!!!
(/edit)
Labels: my heart had really give up now
childhood
Wednesday, November 08, 2006;9:43 PM
went for meeting today.
i regret going.
i dont know why.
i feel that i not suppose to be there.
is like i went to a place that i not belong to.
same for the prefect camp.
haiz.
suddenly i got all the negative feelings.
walked pass a group of kindergarten kids when i was on the way home.
they was holding hand and walking around.
it so nice.
i miss my childhood.
they are like so innocent and naive.
so carefree.
nothings to worry about,
nothing to sad about.
so jealous of them.
21 days to GUITAR GRADE 1 EXAMINATION
Labels: i really miss the time.
looking forward.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006;9:56 PM
went out with cherie and sindy.
first stop: TM.
look for job and got rejected too.
but i think is okies.
one of the shop say will give me a call,
if they are hiring me.
i really hope i will received their call.
cause i really want to work in that shop.
trying white sand soon,
maybe this week or next week.
i was thinking what should i do in the future.
i wanna do somethings related to music.
but not a music teacher.
maybe be a DJ, or singer or form my own band.
be a DJ was a dream seen i small.
i dont know why but i seen to love it.
singer, maybe you people will laugh.
but who cares, i live for myself not for you people.
so maybe singing will be good.
for band, i wanna play the drum.
really love drum lot.
oh! i trying to compose my own song too.
hope i success.
hehehe.
22 days to GUITAR GRADE 1 EXAMINATION.
Labels: related to music.
it just matter of heart not time
Monday, November 06, 2006;7:07 PM
is really good to think about the past.
although i might cry cause of it as i had lost that person.
but the memories was always sweet and nice.
and it will always keep in somewhere of your heart.
reflecting about the past, in order of me to learn from it.
i realise somethings.
for a couple to love each other forever is really not very difficult.
today,
saw how loving was my parent was really sweet.
they will cook together or cook for each other.
although, they will always quarrel but at the end of the day,
they still love each other.
they wont say all kind of loving words but they show their love through action.
so, in order to live with someone until you die,
is not really difficult.
it just matter of heart.
23 days to GUITAR GRADE 1 EXAMINATION
Labels: how long do i still need to wait?
memory
Sunday, November 05, 2006;8:57 PM
slacking at home today.
just finished reading one of my junior's blog.
when i read,
i start laughing.
cause she wrote somethings damn funny,
it just cant make me stop laughing.
hahaha.
was think the past and listening to music in the afternoon.
i almost cry.
cause of somethings.
i really want the past back.
i really want
24 days to GUITAR GRADE 1 EXAMINATION
somethings is not right!!!
Saturday, November 04, 2006;4:42 PM
eating lollipop now, that tiffany gave me
reharsal with SACPS.
quite okies when playing with them.
others stuffs dont feel like commenting much.
but my fingers was pain today.
maybe cause of playing, yesterday night.
after reharsal went to tiffany's house with cherie.
we watch TV, eat, play guitar, play with her dogs and TALKS.
and i almost fall a sleep.
im just tired.
almost didnt want to go school today.
so when on the way home,
i was climbing steps with cherie,
and guess what???
my shoe drop out. *maybe u think not funny but if u saw wat happened u will laugh
cherie and one strange was laughing. *even i also laugh
when me and cherie was on the cab,
we still laughing.
cause is really funny.
hahahahaha.
i dont know what happened to me???
everyday i will do somethings stupid.
so idiot!!!
it happened continuous for 3 days.
somethings is really wrong.
going to find job on tuesday *not confirm yet
pray hard for me that, someone will hire me.
cause i really need a job!!!
things happened around me is some how link to you.
Labels: 26 days to GUITAR GRADE 1 EXAMINATION.
Friday, November 03, 2006;8:53 PM
photos time. :D
at the airport.
WHEEEEE~~~
we FLY~~~
qinghua;pull mummy;cherie
me;cherie
tiffany's "nice" legs :p
still got somemore but is me and cherie.
so not going to post it.
and we didnt take much photos too.
Labels: pull mummy is here.
laugh laugh laugh
;5:27 PM
today was hilarious.
early in the morning alot of SHUI things happened.
first: lost of props room key, so all our guitars was lock in the props room.
so must wait for the CO to find the key as they are the last who use it.
second: we CANT use MPR again. we only can use it on next friday onwards
third: cant find classrooms key and again, CO TOOK IT.
is like dont know how many times this is happening, cause of CO we will either start cca later or someone have to go home later just to find the KEY!!!
fourth: photocopy machines cant use cause dont have the toner * i dont know what the hell is that, they said is the ink.
so SHUI!!!
after lunch break, cca was more fun!!!
the song "YESTERDAY" was nice.
i love it, i think i have the song.
the song "TEA FOR TWO",
caryn go change the name become:
"TWO FOR TEA"
two dollars for tea??? hahaha.
after cca, stay back and fix strings.
THANKS MR CHOO *i will stop screaming
for helping me to fix the strings.
and i said somethings funny when we fixing the strings.
and everyone is making fun of it.
so funny.
laughing and laughing and laughing
cherie fetch me, sarah, sindy and olivia home.
and we was squeezing at the back.
and of course, we laugh again.
cause they will still making fun of the things that i said.
and we from school laughed all the way to eastpoint.
FUNNY MAN!!!
SACPS tomorrow.
need to wake up early again.
but i think is okies.
hope tomorrow will be fun!
enjoy
27 more days to GUITAR GRADE 1 EXAMINATION
Labels: enjoyment
Suffocating
Thursday, November 02, 2006;10:32 PM
so piss with someone now.
cause of that person my whole plan is ruin.
waste all my time, must well leave everythings to that person.
this few days, that person really piss me off.
i really hope this wont carry on.
cause people have their limits.
i not excited for somethings that going to happen.
cause of some words the whole thing might be change.
so piss off now.
is like me and some people efforts gone in to the drain.
damn piss off.
my life is not right now.
i like living aimlessly.
wth is this going on now.
this totally su**.
i hate it.
DIE?!
Labels: what kind of life is this?
guitar.
;4:54 PM
i made a very stupid mistake in the early morning.
in the morning when angelyn was talking with me on MSN and we talk and talk.
and guess what, all along i thought angelyn is cherie cause to me their nick very familiar. so after talking for 20 mins or so, then i realise is not cherie but angelyn.
i feel so stupid to make that mistake.
until now i still cant believe i made this kind of mistake.
i dont know, this few days i made alot of stupid mistakes.
meet up angelyn, cherie and sherrill at simei MRT, im late. hehehe.
but im not the worst!
tiffany late for like 30mins or so.
then we head to AIRPORT.
didnt get to take skytrain.
went to BK and discuss stuff.
took some photos,
will update soon when i get it from sherrill.
me and cherie came up some games.
hope the ensemble will enjoy it.
so wait for the day to come.
hahahahaha
im down for prefect camps.
and is overnight.
I LOVE OVERNIGHT CAMPS!!!
so i wont go for the music leaders camp for guitar.
actually they are still nice people on this earth.
i going to enjoy all my camps.
28 days to GUITAR GRADE 1 EXAMINATION
Labels: blendloving
still some caring.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006;9:43 PM
wanna thanks TIFFANY and ETHEL, they help me alot and tiffany told me this: PATIENCE IS THE KEY!!! i totally agree with it.although i will still be sad or what i still need to have patience. work on it.
realise, tiffany can be really nice, and she changed too.but last time she also nice but now nicer. hahaha.
cca,
got to audition people again, and none of them have any music backgrounds. but one of the girl she was quite good. she at least know somethings but this is due to the teaching that her father give her. hahaha.but i dont know whether they will be accepted anot.
my bass people, work hard. if not got extra practice, most probably will be next week.
we need to work extra hard.
BASS WORK HARD!!!
thoughts: we still got the never start cca on time. really need to work on it cause this problem keep on happened for dont know how long!!!realise people really trying their best except one or two.somehow quite happy about it.actually cant say happy but maybe like *fang xin*. if dont understand forget it, cause i donno how to say it. maybe you people deserve a well done?!
committee meeting tomorrow, at airport. hope they will want to take skytrain, i dont know why, i love to take skytrain. somehow cause of some things.
tomorrow will be a fun day, i guess. (:
*29 days to GUITAR EXAMINATION
Labels: the heart cry.
dont know, dont care
;9:08 AM
this words: dont know dont care, is what i always heard from them. and now i think is my turn to use it. cause the same old stupid things is keep on repeating and everytime it repeat, i will get hurt. maybe dont care will really make me feel better. what the hell. the whole damn things is happening again. no one learn from it. and everytimes repeat it. what the fuck with the whole damn world again!!!!!!
what the hell is friends for? im trying to figure out this question last night. but i still cant get a answer.it seem like no answer to me. friends is some people that i love to enjoy with but it also some people that cause me to cry. what crap is all this so what is friends???
totally no mood for cca later. should i go? but im already going.
i really dont want to affect my cca but now it is affecting.
cried the whole night. no more tears but until now i still feel like crying.
posting now again. got to end here and now.
what the ****
Labels: i gonna suffer cause of you.
