what can i do now?
Saturday, October 07, 2006;10:54 AM
gonna stay at home the whole day.
plan to study the reminding 3 subject.
but until now i still cant study.
i hate the feeling now.
it totally s*** my life.
icantgetuoutofmymind
islikesodifficult
themoreidontwanttothinkaboutyou
themoremymindwillthinkaboutyou
canutellmewhatcanidonow.
ijustfeellikejumpoffthebuilding
sothatmymindwonthaveyou
idoallsortofthingstotrynottothinkaboutyou
endupistillfail
iknowudonbotherme
butiamtoostupid
causeeventhoughiknowtheendingistheonethatidontwant
butistillcantcontrolandllafnievolhtiwuoy
iguessireallyneedtostopeverythingsrightnow
althoughmyheartreallydontwant
eventhoughiknowiwillgethurtmoreifidontstopnow
uoyhtiwebotsitnawilla...
i had made a stupid mistake but i know i forever wont regret.
Labels: too difficult for me.
&theGIRL
shinling/SL
12feb - aquarius - 15
sacian in guitar ensemble; contra BASS
music.guitar.drum.singing.chocolate.
ice-cream.starry.starbuck
music my life.
guitar my love
DJ my dreams.
chocolate my addiction
apple tea &
ice-cream my refreshments
day dreaming my hobby
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01APR; PUBLIC HOLIDAY!xD
02APR; english&chinese paper 2
03APR; social studies
03APR; airprot
04APR; geography
07APR; math paper 1&physic
08APR; account
09APR; math paper 2
10APR; biology
11APR; chinese listening
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11APR; outing w/ friend!xD
12APR: SACPS
14MAY: CCA RESUME!x)
14APR; cca:2.30pm-5.30pm
15MAY; NO SCHOOL:MARKING DAY
15APR; outing w/ susie&cheryl(tbc)
16APR; cca:2.30pm-4.30pm
18APR; cca:2.30pm-5.30pm
21APR; cca:2.30pm-5.30pm
23APR; cca:2.30pm-4.30pm
25APR; RESULT DAY!x/
25APR; cca:2.3opm-5.30pm
26APR; CONCERT w/ TPJC
26APR; START OF HOLIDAY
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GOLD for SACGE SYFwe got GwH instead!xD
converse/nike/addia bag
more DRESS/SHIRT
shoe
wallet
watch
necklace
have a chalet ASAP!
no C grade for mid-year
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