want it to last forever.
yesterday: 12 oct 2006
didnt get to finish my DnT paper.
and i going to fail the paper.
WTH!!!
after paper stay back for literature and some briefing.
literature was okies, cause we didnt act the whole thing out.
then after that went to bugis with pink pig, emo giant, cock and princess.
and we took neo-print.
i just suck in it.
is like SOOOOO LONG never take, i cant smile.
so from now on, i not going to take neo-print. so gay!!!
then we walk here walk there, buy here buy there then go home.
have a nice sleep yesterday, but i forget to do something!
and when i realise i started to scold myself stupid.
cause how can i fall a sleep when i haven't do the thing.
so damn angry with myself.
but now it over.....so never mind.
today: 13 oct 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NIYING
(ps to niying:my second time wishing you!!!)
and she now probably enjoy her jap. food or enjoying her life now.
meet alicia and mayvelle at white sand,
and get some stuff then go niying's house.
after that play tennis.
and i REALLY SUCK IN IT!!!
i dont like!!!
maybe next time, if i can, i should have training outside.
cause i cant play properly, make me damn angry with myself.
i like never good in sport. ARGH!!!
went back to niying's house after playing.
and we started to have a cake fight!!!
somemore is like not my birthday,
they put the cake on my face.
made me smell like cake.
i HATE the smell, somemore is the SECOND TIMES!!!
then we eat, sleep, watch tv.
we like enjoying ourselves like no body business.
DAMN FUN!!!
EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!!!
and the things that i need to do is mostly all related to guitar.
so now need to concentrate on guitar.
cause is like 1 month plus to exam and im not prepare for it.
damn scare now!!! really scare that i will fail.
im NOT CONFIDENT TO IT AT ALL!!! how???
i think if i fail or didnt reach the standard i want, i will surely ***.
so damn angry with myself.
i just bad in everthings! ARGH!!!
i just want all this to last forever.............
47 days to guitar exams!!!
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