times seem to be flying really fast.

this week pass really fast. good and bad things happened. and i had made a Decision.

cca on friday was okies plus abit of unusual. the atmosphere was unusual. the unusual quietness. but overall was okies. i am really happy that my buddy was really working really well. i am really very happy.

the right attitude? the expectation? we haven't meet our expectation, we didnt give the right attitude. and here come the argument or the misunderstanding. all i can say is if u dont let the person know what you feel or what you wamt, he/she will never understand and the problem will never solve. maybe sometime, u might get tired of keep on telling he/she this or that. but by doing this the problem will be solve, wasnt its a happy ending? whenever u are tired, give urself encouragement. and everything will be solve. :)

it took me quite sometime to make the decision, it took me alot of courage to make this decision and i need alot of energy to face the up coming problems.

i am so disappointed with myself. just because i am scared and i am not doing what i am suppose do. i feel so guilty when i am not doing what i am suppose to do and keep on lying to myself that it okies and i am not wrong. but actually i am wrong.

i am not fit to take what i have now, so i decided to take this thing out of my life. to lighten my life, to make me feel less guilty and to make my mind focus on what i left, so i don't repeat the same mistake.

SO take the first step to do or say something if the others doesnt.