my disappointment.
it seem long when i posted again!
as, in between there was some problem.
a lot of things happened during this few week but i will mainly write about the CJC and SJI concert on 14 JULY.
on that day, before going for the concert, i went to TPJC to so called take a look at their practice and meet people.... they played quite a lot of song and the song i like the most is "Always With Me" but they didnt really played it well. The song that they played very well is "Dont Cry For Me Argentina".
Head to CJC! On the way there, we talk and talk then mr choo missed the exit to CJC. and it the second time he made the same mistake! [so funny] so we took about 15 mins to find CJC. cause we wasnt sure with the road there.
During the concert, CJC and SJI played quite well. but some of the pieces that CJC played wasnt very good, cause i think it was a bit mess and not really following the conductor.
Both CJC and SJI played quite alot of nice songs, example : "Forever Love", "Tong Hua", "Fa Ru Xue", "Aura Lee", "Cant Take My Eye Off You", "Accidentally Love" and more.
I enjoy the concert on that night!
After concert is supper time! We went to Adam Road Hawker Centre for ours meal, then something funny happened when ordering the food, but i not going to elaborate more cause is really very stupid. Then after supper, head back to east to have our ice-cream, cause me and amantha want to eat. reached home around 12 plus! [break my record]
That day, have a so called a nice chat with mr choo and amantha. Talked a lot! and i had learnt cum understand a lot of things too. need to work hard for my cca, study and life, in order for me to reach my goals. how fast am i with my goals? i wonder....
My cca! filled with disappointed and sadness. why cant they think for the whole ensemble before thinking for themselves.[i always stress this to the committee] is it very difficult to think for other people? and i agreed with angelyn, where ours initiative, exemplary, inspire, motivation and more? when mrs loh said that we need to earn for the thing we want, example earn for a oversea trip or what. and i was thinking, can i our cca earn a trip to japan or earn to have our OWN concert. here is my thought: we can earn for what we want. BUT, how long do we need? few months? 1 year? 5 years? or even 10 years? i dont know! cause now, by looking at the ensemble, i think we need more than one year near to 5 years. cause what the action/feeling that the ensemble shown [not loking in playing], i am already very disappointed. and i am not saying that the way they playing but the thought/mind. i really hope we can prove to people that SAC Guitar Ensemble is more then playing well in songs but have team sprit and we can work together for our goal. that what i always wish whenever i am going for cca! lastly, although i am very disappointed but i still dont give up! cause if you belong to this family, you should always try to make it a better place but not waiting for people and think that there is always someone who will do the job, and you yourself have that 'hack care' feeling. So people learn to think for other, cause people might get hurt by looking at yours action or words.
have i make a right choice to join guitar? or why i join guitar for my cca?[questions that i am thinking of and had been asked before.]
i will answer it loudly, saying, i am proud to make the right choice and will never regret that i have choose GUITAR as my cca. as not only i love to play guitar or i love music. cause it is a thing/feeling that i will enjoy with and make my life filled with emotion that i never expect, throughout my WHOLE secondary school life! Guitar will be the one, who always, brighten my day. =)
ours feeling affecting ours life.
