i am puzzle.
i want to sleep!
i think i didnt have enough sleep for the past few days, cause now i am super sleepy.
but lucky there is something called coffee to make me high and not sleepy.*laugh*
am i doing the right thing?
something is going to happen, i don't know what i am planning to do is right or wrong. or is it my job to do anot.[i think it not my job] although, i had prepare for the worst thing to happen, but i am still worry. but if i dont do what i had planned, i scared i will regret. what should i do?
why is there so may WHY in my life?
what happened to me? why am i so trouble? why am i dragging all my study? why is marks keep on dropping? should i just once listen to my parent?
WHY AM I GETTING FUTHER AND FUTHER AWAY FROM MY GOALS?
i dont want all this to happen, but it seem like it going to happen any second. i am scared, i am really scared, i can feel the fear in my heart!
all i wish is that everything will be on the right track! is it difficult?
am i spending too much time on my cca, until my parent even asked me whether i want to change cca anot?! and my answer will always be N-O, NO.
my passion, my hope.
my parent dont want me to take the guitar grade 1 examination, which i REALLY HOPE they will change their mind after talking to mr choo. i REALLY REALLY want to take this examination.
my passion is music and it will always be that! i REALLY love music alot, i want to know more about it, and music bring hope to my life.
now i had finally found something that i really love[my feeling is more than love] it, but now i think my parent is not supporting me when this is the time that i need their support most. i am really sad!
what can i do to make them believe in me, trust me and give me their best support.
ps: i am disappointed.
i need a break, i need sometime!
