THE CONCERT.
Monday, July 31, 2006;8:41 PM
i want song!
big new: qinghua ate alot of food today during recess. she ate 1 bowl of noodle and 1 plate of mix rice. OMG!
now listening to "wherever you will go", it reminded me about the concert and made me feel like watching the concert AGAIN AND AGAIN.
A Tremendous Night
the concert is really wonderful/fantastic and MORE AND MORE, no words can use to describe about the concert. all i can say is i really enjoy it alot. i really feel like watching it AGAIN.
the best part i like was the TPJC playing "always with me", "Don't Cry For Me Argentina", "Wherever You Go" , three guys playing "The Thing", and more. the other part that i like was when the Japanese Drum Group was play, cherie and me REALLY enjoy ALOT. hahax.
plus got alot of CG[if you want to know what it mean, ask me on MSN] and we can at least found 1 CG in each group, so funny.
Over all the concert was really FABULOUS! this is the BEST concert that i ever watched, and it will remind as the Best Concert forever.
A Walk
wake up quite early on the saturday morning. meet cherie and go to school together.[thank cherie for coming to my house down step to fetch me] then reach padang at around 7 plus i guess. while waiting we took some picture and do some lame stuff. then we WALK. it was really tiring but still fun too. cause we will singing, eating and playing while walking.
so happy that everyone reached ours goal. i hope next time we have more chance to work together, give each other encouragement and we reach our goal together although the process might be tough. I AM PROUD OF SAC GUITAR ENSEMBLE!
My Swimming
most properly i am going swimming tomorrow with my sis, after school. i dont know how to swim, so my plan of going there was just to suntan. i really bad in swimming, i took before swimming lesson when i was primay 4 so i only know the basic. hope i can improve in it. cause i am really bad in it.
thank everyone, for what you people have done for me.
i am puzzle.
Thursday, July 27, 2006;9:09 PM
i want to sleep!
i think i didnt have enough sleep for the past few days, cause now i am super sleepy.
but lucky there is something called coffee to make me high and not sleepy.*laugh*
am i doing the right thing?
something is going to happen, i don't know what i am planning to do is right or wrong. or is it my job to do anot.[i think it not my job] although, i had prepare for the worst thing to happen, but i am still worry. but if i dont do what i had planned, i scared i will regret. what should i do?
why is there so may WHY in my life?
what happened to me? why am i so trouble? why am i dragging all my study? why is marks keep on dropping? should i just once listen to my parent?
WHY AM I GETTING FUTHER AND FUTHER AWAY FROM MY GOALS?
i dont want all this to happen, but it seem like it going to happen any second. i am scared, i am really scared, i can feel the fear in my heart!
all i wish is that everything will be on the right track! is it difficult?
am i spending too much time on my cca, until my parent even asked me whether i want to change cca anot?! and my answer will always be N-O, NO.
my passion, my hope.
my parent dont want me to take the guitar grade 1 examination, which i REALLY HOPE they will change their mind after talking to mr choo. i REALLY REALLY want to take this examination.
my passion is music and it will always be that! i REALLY love music alot, i want to know more about it, and music bring hope to my life.
now i had finally found something that i really love[my feeling is more than love] it, but now i think my parent is not supporting me when this is the time that i need their support most. i am really sad!
what can i do to make them believe in me, trust me and give me their best support.
ps: i am disappointed.
i need a break, i need sometime!
LOST.
Sunday, July 23, 2006;4:50 PM
all i want to do is scream!
I need some time
i am dieing soon, all my brain cell is dieing soon, i cant think anymore!
the coming week is going to be full with appointment and full of problems need to be solve!
can i take it? i dont know? the only thing i know is, i going to be out of breath! i need sometime.
Solution.
WTH and sorry, is all i can say. i am so puzzle and lost. i dont know, whether the next step that i am making going to be the right one anot, and can it make everyone happy. can someone tell me the best solution to solve the problem in a very perfect way.
Lord, please help me. everythings is coming up again. i just want to make the right step, so that i wont regret and people wont get hurt, angry or so whatever. haish.
Not a good week.
this week was really like living in the HELL! everything i do went wrong and people was throwing me problems and their temper, which i really HATE it. and now i need to solve so many problem at one go.
i really HOPE next week will be better if not i going to be crazy. cause every things is driving me crazy NOW!
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
music.
Saturday, July 22, 2006;11:29 PM
went out today!
went to TM to sign up for Yamaha member card, brought guitar pick(again) and bought belt too.
I REGRETTED! i shouldnt bought black and white for the belt, maybe i should buy either silver or purple. haish.
THANK
need to thank my sis a lot. cause she just bought a jean and it for me(so called), which mean i can wear that on next saturday. plus i bought a new belt too. so happy about that.
another good new was, my brother went to taiwan yesterday (for his NS) and he might buy bag or dics(music or VCD) or whatever thing is nice for me and my sister. hope he really buy its. cant wait for the day when he come back from taiwan. :)
CHOIR and DRUM
here i am joining back to choir! very long never practice, so quite excited about.
i am going to join choir in my church then if i am good(cause for some reason) then i can change to DRUM. really very happy when my church friend-peiqing, told me this new. although i need to do one more step before learning drum, but i don't mind. cause choir can be very fun too! plus it involve with my church. so i am really glad that God had given me this opportunity to get to learn what i want and making me to reach my goals. so next is VIOLIN, which i think i will learn it when i had learn the basic of drum or learn at the same time as drum. pray to GOD that He will help me up, for organizing my time properly for all the coming up activity.*happy*
ps: exchanging my skill with angelyn's skill cause she is taking dance classes soon. :) COOL!
thank for all Your blessings. :)
Help?
Friday, July 21, 2006;11:15 PM
today was a busy day.
BUSY, BUSY, BUSY! and TIRED, TIRED, TIRED! and STRESS, STRESS, STRESS!
ran up and down after school. i was quite busy. but lucky still have the chance to play guitar.
quite high today, during cca. and quite happy as we so call gone through the ensemble pieces. =)
i hate it, when i am happy there is always somethings happen or somebody will spoil my mood. and is ALWAYS. WTH. why is my days getting bad to worst. haish. but i am still grateful that god blessed me with a lot of friend and people to help me along with my problem, so that i won't feel trapped or what. and thankful that there always listen to my problem and giving me good advise. =)
nothing really much to post about today. so end here.
the two reasons making my eyes red.
my disappointment.
Thursday, July 20, 2006;3:23 PM
it seem long when i posted again!
as, in between there was some problem.
a lot of things happened during this few week but i will mainly write about the CJC and SJI concert on 14 JULY.
on that day, before going for the concert, i went to TPJC to so called take a look at their practice and meet people.... they played quite a lot of song and the song i like the most is "Always With Me" but they didnt really played it well. The song that they played very well is "Dont Cry For Me Argentina".
Head to CJC! On the way there, we talk and talk then mr choo missed the exit to CJC. and it the second time he made the same mistake! [so funny] so we took about 15 mins to find CJC. cause we wasnt sure with the road there.
During the concert, CJC and SJI played quite well. but some of the pieces that CJC played wasnt very good, cause i think it was a bit mess and not really following the conductor.
Both CJC and SJI played quite alot of nice songs, example : "Forever Love", "Tong Hua", "Fa Ru Xue", "Aura Lee", "Cant Take My Eye Off You", "Accidentally Love" and more.
I enjoy the concert on that night!
After concert is supper time! We went to Adam Road Hawker Centre for ours meal, then something funny happened when ordering the food, but i not going to elaborate more cause is really very stupid. Then after supper, head back to east to have our ice-cream, cause me and amantha want to eat. reached home around 12 plus! [break my record]
That day, have a so called a nice chat with mr choo and amantha. Talked a lot! and i had learnt cum understand a lot of things too. need to work hard for my cca, study and life, in order for me to reach my goals. how fast am i with my goals? i wonder....
My cca! filled with disappointed and sadness. why cant they think for the whole ensemble before thinking for themselves.[i always stress this to the committee] is it very difficult to think for other people? and i agreed with angelyn, where ours initiative, exemplary, inspire, motivation and more? when mrs loh said that we need to earn for the thing we want, example earn for a oversea trip or what. and i was thinking, can i our cca earn a trip to japan or earn to have our OWN concert. here is my thought: we can earn for what we want. BUT, how long do we need? few months? 1 year? 5 years? or even 10 years? i dont know! cause now, by looking at the ensemble, i think we need more than one year near to 5 years. cause what the action/feeling that the ensemble shown [not loking in playing], i am already very disappointed. and i am not saying that the way they playing but the thought/mind. i really hope we can prove to people that SAC Guitar Ensemble is more then playing well in songs but have team sprit and we can work together for our goal. that what i always wish whenever i am going for cca! lastly, although i am very disappointed but i still dont give up! cause if you belong to this family, you should always try to make it a better place but not waiting for people and think that there is always someone who will do the job, and you yourself have that 'hack care' feeling. So people learn to think for other, cause people might get hurt by looking at yours action or words.
have i make a right choice to join guitar? or why i join guitar for my cca?[questions that i am thinking of and had been asked before.]
i will answer it loudly, saying, i am proud to make the right choice and will never regret that i have choose GUITAR as my cca. as not only i love to play guitar or i love music. cause it is a thing/feeling that i will enjoy with and make my life filled with emotion that i never expect, throughout my WHOLE secondary school life! Guitar will be the one, who always, brighten my day. =)
ours feeling affecting ours life.
