Sunday, May 28, 2006;3:33 PM
didn't post for the last few days, cause lazy.
past few days happened a lot of things, shall tell u all slow.
:)
25 May 2006
the whole day, stay at third level study area cause need to take care the exhibition. super bored and hot there, cause i was wearing two shirt and the whole day just sit down there to wait for the time to pass. then after school, stay back and arrange chair for the next day. after finish arrange chair, we need to find table cloth to cover the register table on each level. so left chrystal, janaine and me, then we went to general office to ask for it, but we was told to find one aunty and ask her. at that time we haven't have our lunch, so we went to have our lunch then we go to find the aunty. during lunch janaine played the song "canon in D" on the piano, OH MY GOSH. it super nice and i didn't even know janaine and chrystal know how to play piano! after lunch we went around to find the aunty and table cloth, by the time we finish every thing it is already 5 plus. then we when to hall and slack + rest. the hall was being used to rehearsal for SAC IDOL. when a band is have their rehearsal, the drummer played the drum really very well. then other band's guitarist played very well too. they totally attract my attention by the song they played and the way they played the instrument.
PS: i noticed something, that is chrystal loved to hit my face. T_T
26 May 2006
result day!
meet chelsea at the 222 bus stop, then we go to school together. when we reach school we saw all the prefect in council. then later lorraine and jeanette come, they need to have a meeting with the council. so after the meeting we will group in our own level that the duty we are doing on the 1st shift, then our leader for each level will give us instruction on what to do. chelsea and my leader is lorraine.
have a lot fun on the 1st shift.
then later 2nd shift i was on 2 level. chrystal, my leader for 2nd shift come down and call me go up, as i don't that i need to go up cause i don't have a watch with me. before my 2nd shift start, me, chrystal, janaine, yongcai, angelyn, ethel, vengwai and tsin ning had our dinner together. then only me and tsin ning have spoon, the rest don't have any spoon as they forget to take. have a lot fun during dinner, cause we was like playing during dinner.*laugh*
then 2nd shift start, abit busy but still can manage. then around 7 plus my father come, oh my gosh. i very scared, cause getting my report book. although i had already know my result but my father don't know anything.
after i got back my result, i am so grateful that my teacher didn't say anything back about me, when my father ask her how was i in school. by the way, i feel that the remark that my teacher wrote about me was crap cause i felt that i am totally opposite of what she wrote.
my remark was: Shin Ling has a pleasant personality and a cheerful disposition . She is sincere and respectful in dealing with others and is a good addition to any team.
but i still very thankful that she didn't say anything bad in front my parent.
:)
going back to malaysian tomorrow, to visit my grandparent. at first i was excited about it but now i don't feel like going back anymore. i will be back by this wednesday, which mean i will miss my cca on tuesday. feel like going for cca then going back to malaysian.
really feel like leaving this place,
and never come back again.
maybe this doesn't belong to me.
maybe i am a mistake.
in confusion
Wednesday, May 24, 2006;8:18 PM
today was a FINE day.
had cca today, at first was quite bored and BORED. then later had training with my instructor, this was the fun part! cause during the training, we are suppose to play some song for our instructor to listen. then he will grade us with the number of tick. the minimum number of tick is 1 and the maximum is 2 but if you really play very good then he will give you a smiling face.
so today, he wanted us to play at least 2 songs when i only learnt one song. in the end, i played one song that i had learnt and another song which i played before for him but only have one tick. so for the second song[the one i played before] i played for him, i got two tick plus two smile face.[thank you mrchoo]
actually i should only have one smiling face but the first one was no nice, so i asked him to give me another smiling face. then me and cherie was laughing like mad cause the first smiling face was very funny.
today my instructor SUPER FUNNY. hope every practice he will be very funny.*laugh*
we should learn to forgive and forget ;
we also must forget all the unhappy stuff that is already pass ;
so that it wouldn't spoil our day ;
and always look at the bright side.
:)
joy will brighten up my day
Tuesday, May 23, 2006;7:46 PM
finally can post!
this few didn't have the chance to post although i did came online. but i only can online for a while cause my sis wanted to use the computer.
sianx.
today nothing much happened. watched "scream 3", very nice n SCARY. i keep on screaming, until almost lost my voice. the ending a bit stupid.
then after school, went to 4/7 cause have prefect meeting for this coming friday.
after meeting, wait for sherrill to finish her art then we went home together.
tomorrow got cca. hope something good will happen.
we shouldn't spoil our day just because of one person!
so people enjoy your LIFE!
began missing.
Friday, May 19, 2006;8:55 PM
really very miss all the senior.
seem all of them leave, there wasn't any more fun during cca.
today, most of the senior came back for photo-taking. so fun, got to chat and play with them for a while. then began to feel very sad. cause really miss them, and miss the time we had together and miss ensemble. *sad*
today was quite a fun day.
first, during dance, everyone looked so tired so our dance teacher saw us so tired. she told us to lay down on the floor to sleep for few mins and she turn off the light.
then, during english period, got to watch 'Haunted Mansion'. whole class was screaming while watching. so funny and scary. then, whole class wanted to watch finish the movie, when time was up. so, in the end we missed part of art lesson.[cause we did something evil.*LOL*]
so today was fun, but someone spoiled my day. WTH
cca was okies. a bit more fun then the past few week. so, i did enjoy myself.
:)
time pass very fast.
day to day, my life was from good to worst.
really miss the past alot!
hope that i can go back to the past,to make myself smile again!
but i know is impossible.
i missed the fun we used to have.
Thursday, May 18, 2006;4:10 PM
finally can rest!
today need to stay back awhile for photo-taking. quiet fun. at first i was standing with amanda moey[we keeped on laughing], then that photographer wanted amanda to stand at another side. so in the end i stand with sarah.
nothing much happened today. slack during chinese period. cause no teacher and a bit bored.
tonight going to sleep early, cause this few days slept quiet late. then everyday overslept. somemore tomorrow got cca. so i will be very tired tomorrow.
haish.
thing always gone out the way we don't what. so it make me feel like giving up. a bit sick of it. put in so many effect, but still doesn't gone right.
no more energy to go on!
whatever i do is always wrong. i am already very exhausted. i am giving up, i not going to care anything now.
is good to keep quite.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006;9:27 PM
today wasn't a good day.
i am kind of tired everything.
haish.
have cca today. kind of tired. really need to have a lot of practice. i am really dieing.
feel like screaming all my tirednes out!
i don't know what can i do now. everything i do seem to go wrong. i am giving up. i think i should just leave every alone and just keep everything to myself.
maybe i should really do that.
i am tired.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006;8:55 PM
today was a fun day. :)
went to ethel house to bake cookies, with sherrill, qinghua then later tiffany join. the cookies was nice and we baked quiet alot and ate quiet alot too. *laugh* sherrill took some photo when we were baking the cookies. it was very funny.
and i really enjoy myself today.
:)
yesterday had cca. i don't know why i was so tired, after cca when i didn't do anything much. maybe too long didn't have cca, so now got cca a bit no use to it. now need to have a lot of practice on playing guitar, i am getting to worst. haish.
now is just the start to work hard but not the end.
to she: hey, just try to do it. don anyhow think. we noe that u can. n don leave any regret in ur life. GO ON!. jia you. :)
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believe in ourselves.
Saturday, May 13, 2006;8:39 PM
another bored day.
PLEASE SAVE ME!!!
the whole day stayed at home to rot again. and read story book again. finished one story book in 24 hours! CAN U BELIEVE IT!!! but i really finished one story book in a day! *lol*
today also got another unbelievable thing happened. that is... when my brother came home from the so called date with his girlfriend. then he told me that he had brought a mother's day present for ours mother. FIRST TIME. in his whole 19 years, he brought a present for ours mother.*laugh* but don't think i didnt contribute any thing, i need to repair the paper ribbon which was used to decorate the wrapper that was used to wrap the present. and write something on the hand made card which was given by my brother too.
can't wait to see my mother face when she saw the present.*LOL*
:)
i suppose to have tuition today, but my tutor got something on. which mean i didnt have tuition today *sian* [this was in my expectation] so i slack the whole day.
tomorrow is another bored day, not going out as sunday i cant go out. so i need to stay at home to rot again.
haishx.
can't wait for monday, as i won't be at home from morning to evening. cause got school and cca. but if monday got something nicer then going to school.
I WOULD REALLY PREFER THAT!!!
:(
i miss u.
Friday, May 12, 2006;5:30 PM
i hate today.
so bored can!
i wake up around 11 am.
started to read story book around 11 plus then had my lunch around 2 plus. afterward, i started to read story book. AGAIN.
see how bored my life is.
haishx...
but lucky my brother went out with her girlfriend, so that i have the chance to come online. *cheer* after blogging, i going to play game. [to kill my bored-ness]
most pro changing my blogskin when i come online next time. *yeahx*
ps: i need angelyn and sherrill help. help me choose blogskin. *LOL*
bored-ness, please leave me alone.
Thursday, May 11, 2006;8:20 PM
after exam...
stranight away go home.
started to use computer from 11 hours ago
so long. ohmygosh.
now chating with angelyn...
first we talk about our ambition.
then later chat about our name...
she became monique/lovele wee si ting [nice name]
then she help my came up with stella tan shinling *lol*
i enjoy the chating session with her, have alot fun.
hahax. :)
by the way, most pro i wouldnt be online again until sunday due to my brother.
sianx.
why must u suddenly appear in my mind again
it make me cant forget you
why must i like/love u again
but i am glad that u are alright
remember to take care urself
hope we can meet up again
takecare
:)
to be forgotten.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006;8:25 PM
I AM BORED
although tomorrow still got exam, but i still very bored now.
tomorrow is my last day of exam*cheer*. FINALLY.
my last papers is home econ and chinese listening.
today stay at home for the whole day but didnt study at all. *opp* i plan to study home econ but end up play game and finding blogskin. *lol* so later after finish posting need to study home econ and dig my ear. cause go listening.
some one told me that...
if i wasnt being born in this world
then the world will be different as now
but
will it really make a different ?
i dont know
but to me it doesnt make a different.
regreted to born
Friday, May 05, 2006;8:05 PM
second post !!!
the previous post was just nothing.
but i love the pervious post, lotx!
yesterday night i didnt sleep at all, cause need to study for my science and literature. but i dont know why, i cant remember anything. especially the digestion chapter. i hate that chapter lotx.
haishx...
today had my science and literature paper. ohmygoshx. both was difficult but science is more difficult then literature. i think i going to fail my science.
DIE !!!
which mean i going to fail two paper, first is history, now is science. so next may be geograpy. ohmy, i cant imagine what will happen to me!
my wish is gone, when i know that i may be failling my history paper.
:(
tomorrow have tuition.
after tuition going out with my sister to buy her shoe. then, go to starbuck to study.
need to work 1000% harder for my rest of my paper!
three more paper and two orals to go, and my exam is OVER!
peace and quietness is my medicine
;4:18 PM
finally is a friday.
is a rainy friday.
a day which is best to have a good rest
a day for me to forget that here are problem waiting for me
WTH !!!
i cant take it anymore.
just leave me alone
to let me to have some peace and quietness
i beg u for tis. please
I HATE YOU!!!
YOU SPOIL MY LIFE!!!
friday is a day...
for me to throw all my temper OUT.
for me to know that the weekend is coming
for me to drop my tear out peacefully
for me to hide from everything
peace is for me to clear my mind
quietness is for me to forget everyone, everything
so leave me alone
and i will forget that i am not belong to tis world
that had filled with my tear
I HAD GONE OUT OF MIND!!!
leaving all the saddness in the past,
wish is to have a quiet and peaceful life in my future.
Thursday, May 04, 2006;12:25 PM
AAAHHH!!! super not feeling well. die-in soon. hahax... yesterday during my history paper. i had used one packet of tissues. hahax...
I DIDNT COMPLETE MY HISTORY PAPER !!! i wanna cry liao. i lost 10 MARK. OMG!!! first time lohx... i didnt complete me history page. *sob sob* the main reason that i didnt complete my paper cause of my flu n i spent too much time on the first source base question[SBQ]. as the flu make me cant concentrate and i think i spent around 30 mins on the first SBQ. i CRAZY liao. i going to fail my history paper.*SUPER SAD* T_T
yesterday super unlucky, first didnt finish my history paper. second,the zip of my bag spoil,. third, i forget to bring my wallet to school, which mean i cant go home. cause i don have money n ez-link with me. but thankx to DING A DONG, who lent me money to take bus, THANKX DING A DONG. hahax. the night before yesterday, i didnt sleep at all. cause i need to study my history. so yesterday i was SUPER tired and SUPER high in the morning .yesterday morning, when going to school i was SUPER high that i told my sis that i can dance infront of her now. [dont thing that i am so daring, when i was toking to her, there was no one around] hahax. my SUPER high-ness didnt stop until exam start cause my stress came back. hahax. then half way through the exam i became SUPER tired. i was so tired that i can even stand and sleep, but i didnt cause i didnt have the chance to stand and sleep. as yesterday after exam i straight away go home, so u cant expect me to stand and sleep in the public. hahax.
today no school cause is my study day. YEAHX !!! fianlly!!! i wait for tis day wait until my neck become very long. hahax. but today wasnt the day for me to sleep nor rest but for me to study cause is study day. hahax. *lame* i need to study science and literature but i donno how to study literature who can teach me. *help* hahax.btw, got one irritating idiot came and "DIRTY" my tagboard. on 1 MAY 2006 at 4.57 pm. i noe who is SHE. SHE was from CLASS and who is a PREFECT too.i noe that SHE will come to my blog again so i had something for her: seen u dare to scold me than put ur name there. and i noe u are doing all the mean stuff to me. example. call the class to keep quite or stop eating or watever when the moment i step in the class. seen u so "NICE" by helping me or the rest of the prefect keeping the class in order, why don u do the samething when i NOT in class. and i don care wat u had told some people from 2/2 or whoever, i just WAN u to leave me alone as i will also leave u alone. u DON bother me and i don bother u. lastly, REMEMBER, i leave u alone n didnt bother u as i don wan u or me to get in trouble and to me it is a waste of time of doing something mean to u. BUT if u SO WISH me to BOTHER u for the thing u had does then i WILL just follow ur WISH !!!end here. need to studyhaving a peace n quiet world.
